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Monday, September 14, 2015

BA & AKH--THE SOUL AND THE PHOENIX


Have you been experiencing a feeling of shift lately, feeling a bit antsy maybe, as if something BIG were about to happen?
All over the world, a collective re-awakening has been underway, and has intensified over the last four years. We entered this shift around 2011 and are in this energy until around 2018. Part of it comes from that Uranus Pluto square everyone talks about—an energy that resembles events of the mid to late Sixties which was when Pluto conjuncted Uranus. Remember where you were then?
The square is even more of a jolt of awakening energy than the conjunction was 50 + years ago. To add to this mix this past year, starting with the solar eclipse on April 14th, we have had four BLOOD MOONS coinciding with those squares. Today Sept 12, we are experiencing a solar eclipse in Virgo. The last eclipse, a lunar eclipse, will be in Aries/Libra on Sept 27th. Just in time for my birthday.
When an eclipse happens it interrupts the earth’s magnetic field for a moment, and reboots us, kind of like your computer rebooting when it downloads new software or programs.  What this means is that within the next 2 weeks we have again, an opportunity to receive a download of new consciousness, a mind and soul reboot that will send us into our next great work.
In a symbolic way what happened in this eclipse is similar to what happens when a king dies… and that was the old superstition about eclipses. The regent would die.  Now in ancient Egypt, the pharaoh/king was a divine being, a Sun (S U N) of god.  And there were religious rites in which he was eclipsed, underwent a burial rite of a sort while in trance, in order to ‘download’ his computer, so to speak, in order to reboot the divine plan for the culture. We are going to talk about that in a moment, but for now, I hope to set a context for how this energy is working now, as it may have worked then.
In addition to those blood moons and eclipses going on there are three other outer dwarf planets (beyond Pluto) contributing to this energy in September. They are Haumea (hoe-me-a) Makemake and Orcus. Orcus is going to align with Jupiter to oppose Neptune—an event 500 years in the making. Think of where the culture was in 1515. We were ending the middle ages that began in 515 AD (another 500 year cycle that began with the collapse of the Roman Empire. 
Haumea is conjuncting Mercury to oppose Uranus—the planet knowns for shaking things up and putting a spin on it, and Makemake will be aligned with the Blood Moon on the 27th.  Suffice it to say all of this unusual activity has astrologers looking at the sky and wondering if this is the moment that truly jettisons us into a new age.
Certainly it’s giving us a jolt of euphoria, a very strong willpower to expand and learn, a super heightened sense of intuition, and psychic abilities. Watch this end of September eclipse—and remember that an eclipse ALWAYS occurs on a North Node which is a karmic point. This eclipse and blood moon are quite related to our planetary transformation.

Now I am giving you all of this astrological data because I want you to take seriously the astrological significance of what I am about to say about the Ba Soul and the Phoenix. These two spiritual bodies, which if you know Kabbala and the Tree of Life, exist in the upper two spheres in the spiritual plane.  There are nine spiritutal bodies in the ancient tradition corresponding to four planes of existence—physical, astral or emotional, mental and spiritual. They are the only two winged bodies in the spiritual plane.  Only these upper two bodies in the spiritual plane exist beyond the personality lifetime after lifetime. The others function for a time until their usefulness to the soul is complete and they are dissolved after death. The ba soul -–usually seen in Egyptian paintings as a human-headed hawk-- may exist over and beyond a single lifetime, but it too will eventually need to be dissipated when the soul’s karma is dissolved. Understand that while you are sitting and breathing in that seat whereyou are, your ba is with you. It is as living as you are. When you dream, when you meditate, it, your soul consciousness flies out to where you send it—to other parts of the universe, into the past or future, into the dreams of other people, into the land of the dead to see your mom and dad, or just to check on the baby sleeping in the next room. 
The akh is a seed atom that descends from the god force, a yod in the Kabbalistic tradition, and takes root in the physical form. At death it rolls everything up and returns as a spark of light to the divine cosmic fire, contributing to the knowledge, wisdom and experience of the divine energy at work on the earth plane.
Ba and Akh at Kether and Chokmah are permanent bodies relating to the soul and the seed atom, the phoenix part. How the soul gathers information thru lifetime, adds to akashic records, and at the point that you no longer need that personal transformational info, recorded at akashic level, of soul,  it is transmuted at phoenix level and is sent to seed atom and goes straight back to divine.

Atum the Old Kingdom god of creation, of being & nonbeing, was considered the original alpha and the omega, and it was no error that made the Greek philosopher Lucretius say in his essay on the Nature of Being that everything derived from Atum, which he equated with the atom.  So the spark of light that becomes life is known as the seed atom/Atum in each of us. It resides within the highest spiritual body.  It’s all rolled back inside us after death and the phoenix takes that info back to the source, to Atum. The phoenix was not widely discussed in the Middle or New kingdoms of Egypt. This information comes to us mostly from the Old Kingdom from the information about the Step Pyramid of Djoser built by Imhotep during the third dynasty (Imhotep was Egypt’s Leonardo daVinci), from the initiations alluded to in the Great Pyramid of Giza during the fourth dynasty, and finally from the FIRST EVER RECORDED hieroglyphic text inscribed in the Pyramid of Unas in the fifth dynasty. It’s information about the intersecting influences of the ba and akh. The Pyrmid Text of Unas is the only text that talks about the ladder of ascension.
The royal ascension text in Unas details how to turn the ba soul into the akh, or phoenix.  The ba soul has a terrestrial existence depicted by its human head. The akh is a resident of heaven existing with the Imperishable Ones, the circumpolar stars that represent the ascended masters and the ancestors and the deities of Egypt. This image of infinite time and space is the realm of Atum, the only true source of eternal life because as a point beween being and nonbeing, it is a state of potentiality.
The akh is the resident spark of god within the human being, making us a co-creator with the divine.  This could be seen as a reference to the saying of Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas. “IF anyone asks you where we came from, tell them we came from the Light.
The wingedness of these spiritual bodies depict the far-reaching abilities of these spiritual energies to move around the world at will, and to fly in and out of alternate dimensions. They fly up and down the ladder of consciousness, primarily from divine to human and human to divine, although in truth everything has consciousness.
Because this is mystery initiation is the last one a human goes through before the need to no longer be human, it’s not accomplished in a single lifetime—and I don’t care how advanced you are spiritually, you are not going to ascend today during or after my talk…
In fact to put it bluntly I am less concerned about your personal ascension than I am about our planetary ascension right now.  It takes group mind, group will and attention to group karma to be overcome in order to achieve that noble end. And what it takes to ascend to the phoenix on an individual level, it also takes to ascend on a planetary level, but it takes many more souls working on it and doing it.
When the englightened pharaoh was undergoing the ascension process in the ancient days, he was doing so on behalf of his entire civilization.  His intention was to transmute his personal karma while he was still in a physical form, to die to his old self, and to return renewed. The ancient Egyptians called this the heb sed, or the festival of renewal and it took place in the 30th year ofhis reign and every 7 years after that. In essence, it was a Saturn cycle and its squares and oppositions. It was a shamanic initiation which imitated a death while living. The pharaoh was placed in a shamanic trance, perhaps through various herbs, and his body was wrapped as if he were a mummy. Then in this comatose state, his khat, or physical form, was carried on a sledge to a tomb, perhps to the initiation tomb of Unas, and left there for three days, essentially buried.  While in this shamanic trance, the king ascended the ladder of heaven, saw the other souls ascending to heaven and descending to earth on that same ladder. He flew up this ladder in his bird-like state being an akh to speak with his ancestors, with the ascended masters, and the deities. 
During this time, he was communing with them, he received a download of the divine plan, the next order of business to which he was to dedicate himself and his people to move civilization forward.
Obviously it must have worked to a great degree because ancient Egyptian culture is one of the few cultures I know that lasted for nearly 3000 years in tact. That divine plan certainly held the long view of things. 
Not simply transmuting personal karma, but as the cultural emissary, the pharaoh transmuted the collective karma of his people.
I need to mention here that there is a third spiritual body, albeit a bit lower than the ba and the akh. It is the ka, the animating principle or desire nature that resides closest to the mental and emotional planes. Ka expresses our desires—what sustains us: food, a house, a partner, and divine, sacred love. Its hieroglyph shows two arms outstretched in a way that can be simultaneously viewed as prayer or grasping something.  That is the desire nature that Buddha kept telling us was going to get us into trouble. It generates a lot of karma.  I want and I will get what I want…  unless we learn to transmute the desire nature by invocation to the divine, saying “This or something better.” Ka is the energy that keeps us alive on planet earth, but it also generates karma, which keeps us tied to planet earth. The trick is to relinquish desire for things that are not a part of the divine plan. The ka is a servant to the akh on this earth plane until our bodies are no longer necessary.
To summarize, your ka keeps you on this plane; your ba contains your soul’s record, and your akh connects you to your spiritual purpose and your highest potential.
         Light is the prima materia of Creation that emanates from the mind of God and that is what your akh is, also called the Shining One or the Englightened One. As the essence the spark from the fiery mind of God, the phoenix is said to be born in eternal fire. This expanded intelligence and higher consciousness  is accessible to us now whenever we engage in work that is undertaken with and known to be of the highest clarity and spiritual power. Our ba and akh work in concert with the divine beings, whose very existence is based on cosmic law and order—what the Egyptians knew as ma’at.
         The ba tended to access the spiritual plane by flying through the Duat, a nether world that might be defined as the Jungian unconscious (not the Freudian) where the archetypes and symbols spoke to use to teach, inform, and work with us. It contained remenants of lifetimes past as well, karmic memories that were part of the subconscious until such time as we are able to process their messages and relieve ourselves of them.
The akh has more direct access to spiritual knowledge, and its wisdom is unclouded by personal attachments. One experienced the ba soul flying through the duat, the underworld, moving from east to west in the same direction the sun moves. In that way one gained an understanding of how to turn death consciousness into life consciousness. That was the whole point of the texts that became known as the Egyptian Book of the Dead.* You can never completely understand the akh or phoenix until you have understood the way the ba educates the soul. In the realm of the duat, one works on personal and transpersonal issues related to the progression of the soul.
         ­­­­The second way of accessing spiritual knowledge is by moving from the physical experience into the spiritual experience through an ascension process that was depicted as the akh bird flying into the realm of eternity. Known as Akhet (Light Land), this realm was reached either by way of a long climb up a staircase that resembled the stacked mastabas of the Step Pyramid, or by ascending a ladder held by both Horus and Set, one on each side.
Once the initiate accessed the divine plan, he had to return to this world with the Plan. The Pyramid Texts described a kind of communion rite that was called opening the mouth, and which allowed one to ingest spiritual food, to be nurtured by it and to bring this nurturing body of God back to his people for distribution.
         To “open the mouth”, as the ancient rite calls it allows us in a spiritual sense to connect with the god who spoke the world into existence. This merger of divine and human wills, words and love defines the essence of co-creation. Adding your voice to this process is of vital importance to the collective mind. We are reminded of the law that “thoughts are things,” and how they manifest through the action of speaking them and then acting on those spoken words.
But here is the trick to becoming an akh and communing with the divine, first you have to die to your old self, like a caterpillar in a chrysalis, like a shaman left bound in his mummy rags inside a darkened tomb under a mound of earth. You must forget your story, your vita and all the things you’ve accomplished. You must forgive and forget all of those people who wounded you and all of your old errors in thinking. You must put your karma behind you. It is the shroud in which you have hidden yourself. Burn it up and rise like smoke as the eternal living consciousness. You must die to your old self with no intention of coming back to the way things were.
This my friends is precisely where we are now, poised between these eclipses in the final moments of a culture that is rapidly shifting into something that may be unrecognizable to us even 10 or 5 years from now. It’s happening so fast, and I don’t have to remind you of everything going on in our world for you to see what I mean. You are already feeling it. 
The phoenix partakes of a great alchemical mystery—the turning of lead into gold, the transformation of the physical world and its desires, into the spiritual dimension and its love wisdom. This shamanic death and rebirth can be a messy business that involves the disintegration of the ego and personality as we know it. But the soul knows all about death and renewal, about maneuvering through the astral realm, and finally making its spiritual ascension to the fully realized human.
The akh as the fully realized highest human potential taps into the ongoing cyclical, eternal nature of our soul and its evolution through time. The akh bird’s forté could be summarized as death-rebirth, death-rebirth, death-rebirth, etc., and what happens between those spaces of death and rebirth, especially during those less and less fleeting moments of enlightenment.
         The further up you fly in your spiritual ascension on this ladder, this Tree of Life, the less you will find yourself restricted by the physical dimension of your earthly existence. The danger here is that you become so enthralled with the possibilities of your spiritual bodies that you may lose the desire to work within your physical body on the Earth plane. If you have understood, however, that the natural world is indeed a godly and divinely embodied world, then you realize that you can’t stop working in the physical because it is still part of the divine—there is no other place to go. As above, so below . . . As below, so above . . . As within, so without . . . As without, so within. It’s all one big enchilada.
I want to make a note here that I will be leading a Ba and Akh day-long workshop at Camp Chesterfield where I live on Sept 26th. I hope you can join me.  I say this because we can do the work of ascension and burning up karma individually, but it elevates the planet exponentially when we do it together. The pharaoh in his shamanic initiation certainly had all of his priests and entourage preparing him for and awaiting his return. All their thoughts were moving with him in unison.
Focused consciousness creates a wave of energy that moves in a determined form. Consciousness that is unfocused on an outcome creates particles that move in a random pattern. We know this model from quantum physics. Observed light creates light waves, and our minds are electrical structures. Focusing our attention on an ideal amplifies its energy into wave forms moving in unison.
You may also be aware of the idea of entrainment, which means that smaller vibrations follow the pattern of the strongest vibration. All of the clocks ticking in a room will eventually follow the rhythm of the loudest and strongest ticking clock in that same room.  The stronger the wave form the more it leads the others.  Apply that idea to consciousness and you will understand why I believe that group work and meditations for planetary healing are a potent use of group consciousness.Of course, every individual is a conduit for light energy, but like-minded individuals gathered together create a bundled channel of energies like a light-filled fiber optics cable.
The living masters (who have no observable form on this plane) and their initiates use the power of the one group combined with their own to exponentially raise the energies. In particular during the full moons the ascended masters D.K. and Kuthumi transmit their teachings to create a fellowship and empower all humankind and planet Earth. Groups working together, meditating at the same time with the same intention, create an even greater voltage for affecting change.  We can create a planetary change and that work is vitally important now.
Just as many of us consciously at work to manifest a positive change, many are perhaps unconsciously manifesting negativity through their actions, thoughts, and the astral realm of disharmonious emotion.  Just as we meditate to calm the warlike turmoil of an Islamic State, we must meditate to calm the rampant materialism of our own culture. We must combat such mind-numbing materialistic propaganda (“as seen on TV”) with mindful meditations that set our planet on a better, more compassionate path.
         The idea is for each of us to keep burning up our individual karma and not adding to it. To regenerate our culture from the ashes in which it now rests, we must focus our love upon the task. Wherever you are in your life right now is a launching pad for the phoenix. As I look out, I can see that each of you is a light worker, conscious, fully alive and working on planetary healing. I thank you for your love of this sacred work.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

THE WAY OF THE PHOENIX

We had a wonderful North Carolina workshop which began this new work with the spiritual bodies of the ancient Egyptians.  Am taking it on the road now to Canada in July. I hope you will join in. Here is the information you might need to register for an amazing workshop on karma, ascension, and the spiritual bodies we cultivate in this and other lifetimes.

 

Friday, February 20, 2015

Meditation #1


BLACK MOON MEDITATION
February 19, 2015      29 h


Oh, darkened moon, shadow-veiled and cold,

Reveal to us the ancestral spirits, those infinite stars above

The comity of our storied being, long ago and now

Reflected in the glittering snow about our feet.

Remind us of the secret we’ve forgotten –                                                                                                                                              
We are as much Nephthys’ abandoned hound-child

As we are among the Dogon tribe of Isis/Nuit.

 

Children, gather about the fire like stars

Turning in the sacred wheel of sky. Lean close

And press your cheek to the black skin of heaven.

May the Sisters whisper the ways of becoming.

May they sing in your ears the old songs, and

Blow their breath of life upon you that you may glow

And flare and rise up like sparks of fire at night.

 

May we take our places in heaven and on earth, and

Among the creatures and things to whom we belong—

Care-tenders, encouragers, visionary priestesses and

Priests, builders, birthers of the art of potentiality.

Before dawn, the cardinal trills, singing in darkness.

What is it your own soul wants so desperately?

 

While it is still night, let us celebrate our waiting

As much as our doing, our emptiness as much as

Our abundance. Soon enough light comes

The trees will stand outlined against the hill.

The breath of laboring cattle blows steamily

Across the frozen grass. There is work to do.

Never forget how it feels to sing to the dark.

Never forget your own starlight. The very thing

That makes you shine uniquely in the world,

Makes you the same as everyone else.




 
 
 
 

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Is the Myth of Isis and Osiris, Horus and Set Relevant in Today's World?

     This is the question an Egyptian friend of mine recently asked, and I thought it was a good question. I don't think any myth ever stops being relevant, and this particular myth is alive and kicking. Consider the Middle East, and in this particular case, Egypt. The healing that comes in that great story comes through gaining the clarity of vision through the Eye of Horus. Horus, the younger generation of heroes, is always battling chaos, trying to return his kingdom to the bounty that existed during the time of his father, Osiris. There are, of course, a couple of layers with this myth.
     Set and Horus battle for years, years!!! eons. Set feels that he never received his fair share of th divine promise, that Osiris had it all handed to him. Then he killed Osiris to claim himself as heir to the throne, even attempting to prevent Horus from being born. But the gods and goddesses watch over this divine but all too human drama. Horus grows up and wants his birthright.
The king, an embodiment of the god Horus, is
suckled by the goddess Hathor, who is
depicted here as the sacred sycamore.
     The battle is ongoing, each trying to murder the other, until the goddesses Isis and Hathor intervene because they are the embodiments of human and spiritual love. When Set overpowers and blinds Horus, his beloved Hathor heals his blinded eye with the milk of her breast.  While Horus is being trained to be a spiritual warrior, he meets his father Osiris, Lord of Duat, in the dreamtime. Osiris teaches him through the subconcious, through the principles of what we might consider dream, synchronicity, and the imagination or psychic realm. 
 
     And remember here the point is not missed that the dream world contains our shadows, which really is what we must battle—that is the dark aspect or ourselves, the disavowed.  Oh, I’m the good guy, one might protest. Right. And so is the other. Neither side must demonize the other.
     The myth also tells us In the midst of the battle the myth tell us that Isis tried to intervene and stay the hand of Horus when he was in control, because, or course, neither side can be 'supreme' they must work in conjunction with each other through love. But Horus didn't like that idea so he cut off his mother's head. I think we can see that happening today. Set imprisons Isis to prevent her from birthing and nurturing Horus. Horus angry with his mother cuts off her head. How's the feminine principle doing in that battle? She is getting lost and beat up fairly badly.
     But Thoth, god of wisdom replaces her head with that of Hathor, that beautiful goddess of human and divine love.
     That is the principle LOVE that balances the battle between left and right. Do you think it is applicable today in what is going on in the world? Well, yes, I think so.
     I see that battle between Horus and Set as what is happening in Egypt today. And I see that when both sides try to imprison or cut off the feminine voice, the battle will do nothing but continue to rage. Love must prevail, and cosmic order. Isis and Ma'at.
     Of course, that is just my take on it. You can decide for yourself who is Horus, who is Set, and who is Osiris.  And I will say, that in Jungian terms, we all have within us a feminine archetype that operates on the principle of love.  Call upon her. Go forth and enact a great love.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Full Moon Meditation for Aquarius/Leo

The sign of Aquarius is the image of two waves of water moving in unison. In ancient Egypt this was called the male and female water, the Nu and Nu-t. The male Nu was the river Nile flowing across the land; the female Nuit was the body of the Milky Way flowing in a simultaneous stream above the river.  Ancient Egyptian zodiacs depicted the god Hapi as pouring forth the waters from two jars. An image that is repeated in the Greek astrological sign.

The dual streams poured forth from two jars is an image also repeated in the Star card of the Tarot. The unveiled Isis, which is the Star goddess pours one stream onto earth (the plane of form) and the other into the pool of cosmic mind. Isis appears prominently as Sirus twice a year--once in summer at her heliacal rising, which annually signaled the Egyptian New Year and the imminent Nile flood. And at midwinter when high overhead Sirius is the brightest star in the sky, signaling the birth of the divine child through Isis. Tonight look for her – a diamond-like star that flashes with green, blue, pink, and white starlight. And if you continue lifting your gaze upwards, you will see the constellation of Orion, which the Egyptians associated with Osiris, the Beloved of Isis.

In esoteric circles the sign of Aquarius is the cosmic Christ that appears after the personal sacrifice that the Christ of the Piscean age represented to lead his initiates into true humanitarian Love Wisdom in this age.

Both Isis and Christ appear in the bleak winter as the promise of light to come. Both are associated with the living spiritual waters that flow forth from heaven. Isis, in search of Osiris, appeared to a group of women at the sacred well in Byblos; they recognized her by her divine spiritual presence, a heavenly perfume that exuded from her.  And Christ appeared at the well to the Samaritan woman, speaking to her of the living water that he represented. The Water of Life flows from the throne of heaven. Revelation 22:1 alludes to that water of life saying: "And he showed me a river of water of life, bright as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God…”   

This water of both male and female vessel that is the energy of this particular Aquarius Full Moon has important significance, as it follows the December 21, 2012 shift into the intergalactic center of the Milky Way.  Here, as we enter into the new age, we celebrate this full moon in Aquarius as the sign of movement from personal consciousness and its desires to the group consciousness that promotes the love of all humanity. It is eternal spiritual renewal—our consciousness merged with divine consciousness.

The Aquarian energy is living water that flows from the throne of heaven. It is intended to slack the thirst of many through the communal well--the acts of sharing, loving, and giving. The Christed One has said: “Wherever two or more are gathered in my name, there am I also.”  We take this to mean that the cosmic consciousness is strengthened by work in groups of like-minded initiates.

Whereas Pisces has been seen as the sacrifice of the one for many individual souls, the Aquarian energy must be the commitment and willing sacrifice of the many (group commitment) for the greater good of the planet and each other. By using this full moon energy you can see the opportunities to see how to make your next steps, to attain enlightenment, to understand brother and sisterhood. 

We are being presented with a greater awareness and a time to explore of our place in the cosmos, greater fields of human endeavor, greater contact with spirituality sensitive people and with groups for spiritual advancement, right timing and use of right energies, cooperation with Hierarchy, and contact with the Christ/Buddha consciousness in meditations and instructions.

Three Gifts of Aquarius Full Moon are:

The Creative Work of true alchemy -- a process of manifesting the inner Divinity through beauty, goodness and truth.  That seed of potential exists in every one of us. You may imagine it as being watered by the water of life of Aquarius, poured out by Hapi, by Isis, by the Christ. 

Enlightenment as if when a window opens and you see the purpose and beauty of the Life, feeling the electricity of that moment passing through you. This is similar to the epiphany that Thomas Merton had (an Aquarian sun with Leo full moon in his chart) in March 1958 on a sidewalk in Louisville. He was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that he loved every person before him. He described it as awaking from a dream of separateness, every individual “more beautiful than the sunlight itself.”

Like Merton’s vision, the third thing we are given a chance to experience is that Brother and sisterhood as a state of consciousness in which there is no judgment, no separateness, envy, anger, hatred for you see all is unity.  True freedom from the veil of glamour or illusion is recognizing that people really do love you, that they will encourage you toward success. You are protected because there is only one Light, one Truth and one Reality.

We are being directed now to see the power of working with Group Consciousness in groups of like-minded people who are working toward the betterment of themselves, their society, and the planet, with regard for all sentient creatures.

Group consciousness is the greatest lesson we can learn. Form follows thought and so when that thought is strengthened by multiplication and purified through ritual it has the potential to do the greatest good, especially when the little will is laid down in order to serve the Greater Good through Divine Will.

We may find that now in this new era spiritual practices will move away from dwelling on a dying god whose sacrifice saves individual souls to the consciousness of group engaged in ritual and ceremony that elevates all. We become less individually mystical and more dynamically magical. We move away from the either/or world of material reality vs. spiritual reality, to the more potent realm of matter AND spirit at work simultaneously.

Even if you are working alone at this time of Aquarius, you are not truly alone, because you may call upon the group consciousness of the Angelic realm, the archangels and the host of spiritualized beings and ancestors.  You may find yourself being taken out of body at night to an inner school and taught by a wisdom teacher alongside other initiates.  Know that as a disciple you are being asked at this time to work on both sides of the veil and that you are helping with other evolutions and the expansion of alternate realities. A lot of astral energy is available to you now. The more we make ourselves available to work through this less egoic astral energy (because the ego drops away from the conscious mind during sleep), the more peace we find on the planet. You may even find your memory of your dream time work more clear.

This time of shifting energy into a new age will be accompanied by trials and will not be easy. We are already experiencing trials of fire, solar flares, melting ice caps, solar heat, shifting tectonic plates, hurricanes, war, earthquakes, greed, disunity, civil mayhem.. All of the things we are experiencing we will continue to see for years to come as the shift takes place. These are not signs of an apocalypse, but a sign of deep transformation needed to the core of our consciousness.  We are responsible for overseeing how our life is transmuting and into what forms.  It is up to the group to accomplish deep transformation of energies through Love Wisdom, through Creative Vision, through Cooperation.

At this full moon, the first of 2013, plan how you will execute these tasks through the coming year. How will you be a light-bearer in a darkened world?

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Gotterdammerung and Dec 21, 2012


A View of the Upcoming Apocalypse

In the modern era we see economic collapse, climate change, and energy crises. These less frequently seen as acts of God, but are depicted as the inevitable failure of our human consciousness to conceive alternatives, a failure of the imagination on an enormous scale.  We are depicted as on a collision course with our demise because of our unlimited greed and unrestrained growth.  Thus, in a LINEAR description of history, the only result of a genesis is an apocalypse when all that has been created has been used up.
The word for Apocalypse in German is Gotterdammerung.
Mircea Eliade sees that what marked the pivotal break of Hebrew religion from Hellenistic and ancient pagan ideas of cosmology, was its rejection of the narrative of eternal return. Before that, all life could be framed around the promise of regenesis, as seen in the idea of the Egyptian solar year or the Near Asian (Egyptian and Babylonian) creation myths.
Once this break occurred, it brought about the idea that violence, suffering and ecological disorder were no longer arbitrary, no longer part of an endlessly repeated process, but were a punishment.   Dangerous climate changes—such as those seen in Biblical plagues, or even the Great Depression were a direct result of “sins” committed against either God, or the earth, or both.
Even world wars and bloody injustices and catastrophic events were Gotterdammerung, revealing the Apocalypse as the logical conclusion to Genesis.  Because this consciousness is so ingrained in the human psyche now as a result of Biblical proselytizing, it has been categorized as inevitable.  And if the end of the world is nigh and its destruction inevitable, then why bother with its trash and depletion and pollution anyway?
This world view is actually not one that believes in salvation; its faith rests in damnation alone. The only shred of faith is in an individual egoic consciousness that might survive by crossing oneself like a “dotted I and a crossed t” just before the big one blows its last gasket.  Then I will be saved, but the rest of the world is going to hell in a handbasket.
Please, please, tell me you are not one of those people.  If you do believe in faith, love and personal responsibility, if you can handle the idea of the cyclical nature of reality and the Eternal Return, then work with me now to envision some renewed life beyond December 21, 2012 that will include a commitment to the environment, to others on this planet, to the children of the generations who will follow after.
The ancient Egyptians believed in a concept called Zep Tepi, or “The First Time” and it happened over and over again, when the Nile flooded every year to replenish the valley, to prepare it for new growth, and to give sustenance to its people.
If there is a community garden in your area, I invite you to join them. If there is an environmental preservation organization in your area, please support them. And check out the website for Interfaith Power and Light.  Whatever you do, become a co-creator of your life with the divinity of your choice.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Night Crossing into Egypt


We just returned from one of the best trips to Egypt ever.  Still feeling the heady rush of having been rapt in 18 days of wonder, sailing long into the night toward God source. A few poems.  (Please be kind and do not copy, although I appreciate your posting the blog note.)
--Normandi


Hymn to the Universe

Here I am amid your thousand splendors.
Here I am longing for love that says a holy “Yes”
because there is no fear.


Hand of God, hold mine.
Push yourself into my body, penetrate me
with the sacred conjunctio of heaven and earth.
The body longs for the divine with a thingly language,
having forgotten the shrine that it is.

The god within is
a subtle shift of breathing.



Full Moon Sonata

Did the Moon god nibble on his reed pen
and write with moonlight in the Nile all night?
Or were we simply drunk with dancing?
Were we in love with our imaginations and  memories?
All night long the music danced across the skin of water;
All night long we held our breath at the amazement of it--
Furious white script on the liquid black canvas of the Nile.
Orion lay on his side asleep in the yellow sand hills.
Sothis whispered chansons, “Arise, Beloved. Arise.”
I leaned over the deck to trail my fingers in the water.
See Thoth. I am your scribe up late, writing all night, too.
You were there with me, dancing, smiling.
Did you see the moon writing a poem full of light for you?
Did you see me write this one, too?



Nuit

In the secret bones of her skull
pasts and futures intertwine
mothers and fathers
in hot desires turning
souls into stars,
turning their magic into me.
With sky blue eyes
the Great Wife appears,
starlight streams over her breasts,
runs in rivulets between her legs.
She sighs and arches
from horizon to horizon,
arms above her head,
reaching into invisibility.
She comes
whispering
ancient mother songs;
Stretch out your arms
and touch the sky humming.